A freeverse written at four in the morning

I can't sleep and thought of a poem, here it is:

Who am I?

Underneath the purple sweater,
Who am I?
When my nose is covered by a book,
Who am I?
Lying in bed thinking of stuff,
Who am I?

I am the girl who reads until midnight,
I am the girl who thinks she's a bit fat,
I am the girl who hides,
I am the girl who knows what she'll do with her life,
But doesn't know what to do with herself,
I am the girl who doesn't have a damn clue on what's going on with her friends.

I want to be the girl who weighs 115lbs,
I want to be the girl who can dance in the rain and not be concerned,
I want to be liked,
I want to be HEARD,
I want to be that girl everyone likes
I want to show everyone the spark in me.

But I'm too shy,
I'm too nervous too try,
I can only think of what others will say,
I'm afraid of not being excepted,
And not being wanted
Or needed.

In the demin jeans,
Who am I?
When I'm daydreaming,
Who am I?
When I sit at my laptop at four in the morning,
Who am I?


By: thenerdyworm